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Friday, December 27, 2013

Last December


Last December

I was freezing,so lit up one after long
and the trail of cigarette smoke mingled with the fog,like it was never alone
white all over,a cover seemed forever,just minutes before the sun would wake up
it was so beautiful!!! didn't wanted you to wake me up if this was a dream,I could totally skip that day's morning run.

I stood there,I didn't know why,for how long,but the snow refused to quit
It seemed as if it had grown a thick skin,to beat the heat
The quiet air chilled me,froze the leaves,there was this endless shroud of cold mist
I put my earphones back on,I was fragile,it was time to listen to Adele,standing in the corner of the street.

On the benches by the side walk,i remembered the lines we left
on those tiles,I could still hear the sound of memories of our footsteps
We held hands,touching through gloves,almost warm perhaps
I knew I had nothing left to pray for,everything was so damn perfect!!!

We walked up the ladders,the stairs of the station and boarded the city train
it went round and round all across the city and the outskirt firms of sugarcane.
youu tucked your head onto my shoulder,your face on  the frosted window that was turned to grey kept me sane
Had it slide down,you wanted to hear the church bell,I looked up too,to the temple on the top of the red mountain.

Noon turned into afternoon,the moon had come out  little too soon and the day was showing early  signs of darkness
we were at 'the dusk',for your favorite  evening snack,sitting face to face.
What was the moon doing,sneaking into the sky when it was still some light
I was watching at the colored candles and the to ur face,it was so damn bright.

And that's how the short day was ending with a splendor
holding your hand,touching you,you felt so tender,
there is one thing if I were to remember
I will forget how much I loved you last December.

Sunday, December 8, 2013

To Mom With Love...

To Mom With Love

If ever I have to bow my head
If ever I have someone to turn to
If ever I need help
I know you would always be there for me

Those colourful days, those joyous moments
The care, the tenderness in your ways
The warmth in your humble embrace
Is the treasure that I would hardly get…

You were there when I took my first steps
You were there when I first uttered a word
You were full of joy and happiness
The day I wrote your name
In a clean slate for homework

Father always used to say
He was so lucky to have you
The carefree ways you would pamper your child
Is something he looked at awe and style…

In your company I have learnt the world’s lessons
In your guidance I have shot for the stars
I always kept you waiting for lunch
After our school’s class

You never uttered a word
You never showed your pain
For you family came first
And not many times
That I cared to understand your side

Today mom I want to let you know
No matter where I am
No matter what I do
I would always pray your name

For you are my guiding star
You are my divine light
You are my greatest gift
That god could give in a lifetime

So here it is a small note
Dedicated to you...
Words fall short as I try to continue
Because I know no matter how much I say
I would always fall short describing you

I have been harsh sometimes
I have been good too
But mom it’s your faith in me
That has always made the difference for me

Tears are a bit more on the eyes today
I don’t know why
It’s perhaps your memories
That is finally finding their way

With moist eyes and a heavy heart
As I conclude
I am glad to say that I have got you
And it’s always that I would love
Till my last breath
No matter what…